December 2010
Last day of 2010, couldn't be happier.
Responsibilities? Grades? Expectations? Life?
darlieecious:
Really, I just want to give up on you.
Oh my.
So a lot has been going on in this past holiday week. So I suppose I’ll just go day by day, yeah that’ll do.
Monday thru Wednesday were those typical school days before break. Everyone was at eachothers throats because we just wanted out of that school for a week. The teachers were giving tests and having essays assigned like crazy, needless to say it was not a stress free few days. I...
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damn, i never thought this would happen again. ive let someone get that close to me, i mean the last boy that was this close broke my heart. my head is in a whirlwind, but a good whirlwind, im upset happy about this.
I can..
feel myself pushing people away again, and I cant tell if its just a passing mood or for some other reason. Lets hope this stops.
This proves why..
I should really sleep more and take better care of my health. Im sick, beyond sick. I haven’t been this sick in a while. Note to self, as a new years resolution..take better care of my health.
You know,
I hate when I get belittled and told ‘well your only in high school you couldn’t possibly understand’. I do understand, I deal with as many hard things as any other person? So what if I haven’t graduated yet? That effects nothing as far as im concerned.
Really,
is it so hard to give us a snow day? Oh mr.frost, weatherman or whoever could you give me a blizzard? pleaseeeee.
Sometimes,
I truly wonder why I get into these moods that I am just so irritable that the littlest thing will bother me. It makes me keep to myself, which I guess is a good thing, right?
"If a bruised bird can fly..
then why must a modern burden shatter my wings.”
Im in love with that song today, the lyrics just get me. So, I’d love to be able to say that school is stress free, but I really couldn’t lie like that. Between colleges apps, upcoming exams and the chaose of christas break just about two weeks away, a girl can barelly breathe. I guess the good thing is I finally narrowed down my...
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Sometimes I truly hate looking back at all of these blogs posts from months and months ago, I just see how hurt and vulnerable of a person I was. I guess I never noticed how much Brian really shattered my heart at the time, but he was my first ‘love’, so what can you do right? But I couldnt be more proud of myself that Im so over all of that, being insecure, heartbroken, vulnerable,...